Stepping out on faith!

About me:While it's what inside a person that matters most, you see me ( as unattractive as I am :-)), why not reciprocate? :-(... I retired after 38 years in Law Enforcement (loved every year of it), I am a free spirit with a big heart, I enjoy helping others, generous to a fault. I don’t subscribe to everyday conventions. I love the great outdoors, nature and all things beautiful. I enjoy all types of music, great food, Live theatre, sports, as well as quiet evenings at home in front of a fire with intimate and stimulating conversation I am independent; spontaneous yet reserved. I know who I am and what I wan. I don’t need to be defined or completed by my partner, I am a complete person and she should be likewise. What am I looking for...It would be easier to say what I'm not! I would like someday to meet my best friend, constant companion, help-mate and lover. If I came across the right lady and we clicked, I'd want a relationship where there is mutual respect, loyalty and support. Someone who's sensitive and kind. She will be spiritually grounded, has integrity and compassion. Be somewhat of a mathematician, and help multiply our joy, divide our sorrow equally amongst us, subtract the negativity of the past, add to the joy we will share in the future and calculate the need and anticipation deep in our hearts to sustain us for years to come. She'll be creative, articulate, And romantic!